Home again
So I stayed home from school again today. I probably could have gone today but I don't want to jinx it and make myself worse. Other than my ears I feel good. I'm getting more medication tonight which is exciting.
I think people are starting to miss me. Well, at least the ones who've noticed I'm gone.
I haven't figured out what I had//have, if it's even the same cold. I don't know how this is part of God's plan at all. Sometimes I'm thankful I don't understand God's plan, I think it would scare the crap out of me.
The other night when I was looking for the chapter I was going to do for devotions, I stubled across a verse I had highlighted. Now I wasn't feeling very good. My temperature was really high again, I had a rash covering most of my body, I just felt like crap. But I knew I had to do my devotions or I'd be really far behind.
So there I was, wondering why God was putting me through this... disease when I came across Jeremiah 29:7. I had it highlighted serveral times from various camps and rallies that I had gone to. And here's what the verse says
"'For I know the plans I haver for you.' declares the Lord, ' plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future'."
Here I was wondering why I was put in this situation when I realized it didn't matter. It didn't matter if I knew why any of this was happening because God knows. I haven't got the slightest clue what's going to happen in my life. Heck, I don't even know what's happening within the next hour. But God knows. And He knows what's best for me, all I have to do is listen.
I hope you had a great day today and I hope you celebrated that you are alive. Yeah so parents and teachers can be difficult. Sometimes they make no sense at all. Friends can sometimes be just as bad as parents. But I hope nothing makes you stop celebrating life and being thankful that someone died so you could live. Be thankful for another day here, I know when it comes right down to it, you love your life and there's someone you would miss if you never got to see them again. Be thankful you have a future, even if it's not very long.
That's my wisdom for the day. Until next time.
Love and Prayers
Meagan
I think people are starting to miss me. Well, at least the ones who've noticed I'm gone.
I haven't figured out what I had//have, if it's even the same cold. I don't know how this is part of God's plan at all. Sometimes I'm thankful I don't understand God's plan, I think it would scare the crap out of me.
The other night when I was looking for the chapter I was going to do for devotions, I stubled across a verse I had highlighted. Now I wasn't feeling very good. My temperature was really high again, I had a rash covering most of my body, I just felt like crap. But I knew I had to do my devotions or I'd be really far behind.
So there I was, wondering why God was putting me through this... disease when I came across Jeremiah 29:7. I had it highlighted serveral times from various camps and rallies that I had gone to. And here's what the verse says
"'For I know the plans I haver for you.' declares the Lord, ' plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future'."
Here I was wondering why I was put in this situation when I realized it didn't matter. It didn't matter if I knew why any of this was happening because God knows. I haven't got the slightest clue what's going to happen in my life. Heck, I don't even know what's happening within the next hour. But God knows. And He knows what's best for me, all I have to do is listen.
I hope you had a great day today and I hope you celebrated that you are alive. Yeah so parents and teachers can be difficult. Sometimes they make no sense at all. Friends can sometimes be just as bad as parents. But I hope nothing makes you stop celebrating life and being thankful that someone died so you could live. Be thankful for another day here, I know when it comes right down to it, you love your life and there's someone you would miss if you never got to see them again. Be thankful you have a future, even if it's not very long.
That's my wisdom for the day. Until next time.
Love and Prayers
Meagan
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